I have seen him face-to-face, this is an experience unlike what you might expect. It has always been difficult for the fact that I never met another other than the one other that was with me. All white hair and beard with a voice unspoken allowed and yet it is received and understood, unlike any other. It’s difficult to explain… Incredibly peaceful experience. If I ever had a conversation with another person who had the same experience, a few questions would inable me to know if they speak the truth. He gave me something and I don’t know what to do with it. I don’t understand why. Why me. Why did he never come back? He is my father, my friend. It’s been a long time since I’ve seen him however we talk every day. There was only one visit that was face-to-face and is always difficult to understand why.